Reference Sheet For Xantor-m About My SD:SEoneoff

not quite drunk enough
to sleep
good thing i got off seroquel
that shit is
scary
thelastpsychiatrist.com/2007/0…
thelastpsychiatrist.com/2011/0…
www.cracked.com/personal-exper…
(borderline is such a dirty, sexist word. so is PTSD)

anyway when it comes to horror
and comedy
liek love and hate
they're the same side of the same coin
apathy is the true
opposite
you only fail to call the coin toss
if you fail
to catch it
be passionate?!

write what you know
and what others know
because you don't know what you know
but you know what They know

"if you're reading it, it's for you" is some of the 
best advice i ever got
for media studies
and propaganda
especially for
people with daddy issues and university and a streak of syltherin ambition and ravenclaw ambition and hufflepuff ambition and griffindor ambition because if you get sorted into sytherin it means you can sither into any house?

"Don't drink the koolaid" is not about
obedience
it's about death and suicide
don't drink anyone's coolaid
but your own
because only
you
know
it's toxic
but not abusive? maybe. only god can decide
yezus
Kanye west is really cool you guys:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm5iA4…
i relate to this song
especially aboiut
how i find it hard to talk to
women
due to my own hang ups
i appologize, from the bottom
of my cold
dead
heart?
that sometimes beats i promise c: